Posts tonen met het label medicine. Alle posts tonen
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maandag 27 maart 2017

Explanation of Dreams (1)

I dreamt about creating an almost lost medicine for the huskies (not my dogs) present in the place where I was at. The medicine was locked in a cupboard in a worn down, old and dusty caravan. Inside the locked cupboard were several doors to open, each smaller than the previous one, but I was determined to open it and rescue the medicine, and succeeded by not giving up. I was able to save/refill the ampoule, saving the many dogs (so they could be vaccinated). I saw them pulling a sled later, happy and fast. The caravan was from a happy but old clown/circus artist. He wasn't present in the dream, but I just knew.

Right.
Am trying to find explanations to my recent and very different but never disturbing dreams, which sometimes are derivable from real life things happening but often are not. I am embracing them, curious about what they mean.

If anyone knows more, please share. 

Another dream was about a man 'floating' on stage like a trapeze artist. He was wearing a turban and wrapped in purple, long satin patches, blowing in the wind, creating beautiful shapes with the cloth waving. When he lifted his turban I saw I knew the man from a long time ago, but haven't seen him in nearly 20 years

Thoughts anyone? Am curious about the meaning of all of my 'weird' dreams, but these two were the most recent. Don't know if the man is dead or not (in real life) and no, we don't own a caravan, though I did watch something about a worn down caravan park on tv. I don't know husky people, nor did I watch something about them on tv. Same with the clown. I never use any kind of medicine. 

I was able to search for some explanation about huskies and the man in purple silk: "Seeing him in a dream also may represent a social worker, a spiritual guide, or a psychologist who is expert at solving problems and promoting peace." 

Still am very confused. So by all means, shoot if you know more! Thank you. 

I'm sorry Denis, I had to crop the female model

vrijdag 8 maart 2013

Saar 5

exhausted after anti-biotics horror-hour
Due to recent donations, yesterday I was able to visit Saar in German clinic, where she's treated for Neuro Borrelioses Lyme. Her brainstem is inflammated and it will take a long time before she will be cured, IF she can be cured.

So far things are going so-so, as the Doctor said, It can go both ways... :( and this makes me sad. She can either come out this half-ok (she'll never be able to walk more than a few steps due to her EDS) but most likely she'll end up in a wheelchair with more complications than ever before.

So why am I putting so much energy in this beautiful young mother?? People ask me; Why do you ask for money, so you can document her physical and emotional pains? Well, because I LOVE HER and she wants me to. She is so pure and fine, and all her family and friends too.


They are 3 hours away from her, so I was very happy Saar's mom gave me a ride and we could visit her with her baby Elijah.

Elijah's turning 1 next weekend, and Saar won't be home...

But it's very impressive to see all the people who care for her, physicly and mentally, the doctors, family and friends, dear Nutella, Saar's powerwoman, dragging her through all misery when she e.g. gets her iv with the anti-biotics and Saar's daily hour of pure horror starts. Witnessing this was overwhelming, made my heart ache and OMG Nutella is great, way to go supergirl!!!! ♥ RESPECT.

So much happened yesterday. I really need to let it settle and when I am done with post production I'll write down my story. Dear Saar, I love you!!  xOxOx

Before the anti-biotics all was 'fine'
Thank you all so much for your support and making it possible for me to go to Saar!!!! 


Hopefully she can go home soon and have her treatment there instead of 3 hours aways from her kids and husband. Ofcourse I'll follow this process too, so please don't stop donating, as Saar won't be cured in the nearby future. Maybe she'll never walk again...

If you'd like to support Saar and her family, so I can work with her... please donate via Paypal

*** God bless you ***